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It's been a frustrating couple of weeks. A lot has been going on and a lot of that is nothing. It's really hot and I just haven't done anything. I failed miserably to land some kind of working position after school ended and my home life has gotten worse. There are too many goddamn kids in my house and my mom's marriage is crumbling before my eyes. I'm not going to get all emo over it; we've all seen it coming. It's just not helping with everything overall. My situation with friends has gotten weird. Part of my support system is in Europe so I can't get some of my usual BroTalks to guide me. On top of that, my ex is too damn stubborn to hear

Welp, it did seem to get a lot better. Things are going great now. I narrowly avoided another grounding and have had some awesome weekends. I like those. The weather stopped being such a douche. Seriously, be in it for a while, it's great. Commuting doesn't count. (A lot of people consider the weather to be the generic lack-of-topic topic that no one wants to resort to but I genuinely find it interesting. Sue me.) It's going to be a rough week if I don't snap out of my usual laziness so it's go-time for me and I suggest you make it your go-time as well. I just hope school and home life don't break my awesome streak. Enough of my rambling for

I'm not entirely sure but things are happening. Not important things or things that you need to take your sunglasses off and give an imaginary camera a Kubrick Stare for but just things. I don't really know how to feel or what to say or who to talk to. I don't know. I guess some things are good. I'm kind of ungrounded, the trees have leaves now and summer is almost here. I've been hugging a lot more. I don't know where I'm going with this. I really miss hanging out with friends to do things regularly. I want to get back to that because things are getting rough at home. And at school. Trust me, if I can do things with friends full-time, I woul